Dear
family and friends,
On Monday, April
18th, I’ll be lining up with fellow members of the Dana-Farber
Marathon Challenge team for my eighth Boston Marathon in memory
of Brittany Lambert and in honor of Amber DaRosa. Now, more than
ever, I ask for your support as I add one more name to that list:
Mark Schlowsky-Fischer.
This year’s
letter really began several years ago when I was involved in my
local alumni club and met Mark’s wife, Karen. Karen and I
both went to Wellesley, but, separated by three years, did not get
to know each other until well after graduation when she and Mark
moved back to the Boston area and Karen joined the club. Those who
knew Karen and Mark could speak volumes of their wonderful, intimate
relationship that knew no bounds --- I don’t think I’ve
ever known another couple who were so clearly in love with each
other.
Karen and Mark
opened up their home many times to host club events. To say that
Mark was good-natured about dozens of women invading his home on
a weekend afternoon would be an understatement. He was the consummate
behind-the-scenes presence, making sure that plates were always
full and drinks always fresh. I remember one such event which I
attended out of sheer obligation as club president, bleary-eyed
and generally cranky from a late-night party the prior evening.
I saw Mark beckoning from kitchen with a twinkle in his eye. I snuck
away and spent the next few hours with him, agreeably sipping beer
and chatting about football—luckily I was not missed!
They left Boston
three years ago to return to New Jersey to be closer to their families,
particularly as Karen's mother underwent breast cancer treatment.
In the fall of 2003, Karen’s mother successfully finished
treatment, and Mark and Karen had just completed significant renovations
to their new home when Mark found a lump near his armpit. A series
of consultations and biopsies confirmed their fears: Mark had Burkett’s
lymphoma, a cancer with a low survival rate.
Over the next
eleven months, Karen and Mark did everything in their power to fight
the cancer. Karen set-up an email list to provide family and friends
with frequent updates regarding his condition and educating all
of us about the disease and its treatment. They feverishly read
every study known, following up leads with researchers in Houston,
San Francisco and Seattle. At first, it seemed like Mark was responding
to treatments. I met them at Sloan-Kettering hospital in New York
City last March while traveling on business, and aside from no hair
and occasional forgetful “chemo brain” as he liked to
joke, Mark seemed like his old self. In April, just hours after
completing the marathon, I received a call from Karen asking if
they could stay at our apartment while meeting with doctors at Dana-Farber.
The four of us enjoyed what seemed like old times at a local Mexican
restaurant, relaxing over margueritas and teasing Mark about his
designated driver status.
However, by summer,
the hope that Mark could reach remission long enough for a stem
cell transplant began to fade. The toxic treatments were taking
a toll on his body, and the cancer began to spread. When I spoke
with him in September, he seemed confused and despondent. Mark died
at home with his arms around Karen on October 17th at the age of
29.
Mark’s
death hit so close to home. Karen and Mark were a young, vibrant
couple with their entire life ahead of them—not unlike myself
and Tom. Following Mark’s death, Karen emailed: “But
I will say that Mark always, and I mean always, put his life OUTSIDE
of work first….I can't tell you how many times he told bosses
that he didn't care if they wanted him to stay another couple hours
again this week, he was going home to his wife….I think of
the grad school work I didn't do, the nights the kitchen stayed
a mess, the clothes that got wrinkled in the dryer because we were
too busy hanging out on the couch watching TV or lingering over
dinner by candlelight and I desperately wish for more times like
that. You can't get them back if you give them up.” His death
has been an important lesson in how to live: life, like love, is
fleeting— live every moment.
I do have happier
updates to share. Amber finished chemo treatment in August, and
the final bone marrow test in September was clear. She is now a
healthy, giggling six year-old girl with a new baby sister, Tori
Hope, to look after. Likewise, Brittany’s family is doing
well, and the annual memorial road race continues to provide financial
assistance to struggling families in Massachusetts with children
with critical illnesses.
Over the past
seven years you have helped me to raise more than $56,000 for cancer
research at Dana-Farber, and I want to thank you for your never-ending
support, whether financial or emotional. I hope that you will consider
contributing this year and help me reach that finish line that will
end cancer for good. 100% of your tax-deductible donation funds
Barr Program researchers at Dana-Farber, ensuring novel approaches
in basic cancer research. While a cure was not found in time for
Brittany and Mark, Amber is living proof that the researchers that
we are supporting today are closer than ever to finding a cure for
cancer. Thank you for your support and encouragement!
--Heather
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